I feel so alone

I have social anxiety and I can tell a lot of people hate me already literally for no reason and I have no true friends, yeah I have several “friends” but if they were real they would be checking up on me while I’m going thru a panic attack right now!!! Lol love life!!! Gotta love being in a society of social media yet no one bothers to fucking check up on you😍😍😍

My mom also asked me tonight if I thought that I had social problems or social issues making friends something like that I couldn’t tell if she was being serious or not lmfao just because I prefer to spend every weekend in my house instead of going out, high school fucking sucks man when you’re alone and you don’t know what the fuck you wanna do with your life but your family is constantly reminding you!!!! :)