i hate myself

Taisha

at times I catch myself in my room alone crying because I hate myself. I'm a mom of 3 and I'm 29 yrs old...but since I was younger I always hated myself. I'm fat I don't have to many friends besides family and I'm married but don't wanna be. I cry because I'm tired of waking up to nothing emptiness nothing to look forward to and even when I do have a good moment it doesn't last. now I'm having health problems... (always something) 😩😩😞😞😣😣😥😥😥