Since having my first born I’ve been struggling with constantly trying to lose weight, going in and out of phases of working out, losing weight and then quitting because I get too obsessive about calories and not eating “bad things”

My most recent thing was doing whole 30, I lost 8 lbs in almost 2 weeks and I know that’s not healthy.

I really love food. But I also want to lose weight and I know you can still eat good food and lose weight that it’s all about balance. But I also hate working out.

I just want to not worry about my weight. I have 2 kids now ( 6 & 1 & 1/2) And I feel like I don’t enjoy myself whenever we go out because I stress over how I look/if I feel fat/ food choices. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Side note: I’ve lost 60 lbs since having my 2nd born.