Relationship

Me and my bf have had a good but also very bad relationship I love him so much but I’ve gone crazy from trust issues that he’s created. I know our relationship is bad I don’t want to end it and neither does he but I don’t want to be miserable for another year (we’ve been together for almost 2 years now) we started off so good but I think trust was a major thing with him and he used to start arguments but he has stopped and I’ve been the one creating them and I don’t know why. I think the only way to really get out of this relationship is to lie and tell him I’ve cheated on him even tho I never have or never would. Only because I know he won’t let go and want to end this idk help