I will be 12 weeks tomorrow, but haven’t had an ultrasound since 9 weeks 4 days. I don’t think I can feel my uterus starting to peel out yet, even though almost everyone in the August ‘18 group with me has a visible small bump at this point. I have my next appointment this Thursday, and I am just dealing with the worst anxiety. My chest is constantly tight and I feel like I struggle to breathe. After 6 unexplained losses, I just can’t bare the thought of losing this miracle. But I just can’t help but to have negative thoughts 😔 Not really sure what to do, but thought I would vent 🤷🏼‍♀️