Tonight while trying to BD it was so painful. Ovulation has been crazy painful this cycle, on both sides!

Anyways, I had to ask Hubby to stop, but didn't want to because today is supposed to be my peak day.

And then I cried, and I'm mortified but so sad because we've been trying and I just want our first child together already!

He consoled me and said "It's okay, we're gonna keep on trying"

Which made me cry more, because I started Preseed, Vitex and Primrose Oil this cycle so I'm ovulating and just want all this extra work this month to make it finally happen.

After crying, and still feeling mortified, I told him, "screw the pain this has to happen tonight! (TMI)I'll just give you head and you let me know when you're close"

So, we did that.

I just needed to vent about my mortifying 'crying' experience.