Kinda TMI not really

Yesterday when I was 5dpo I saw my CM was creamy and lotiony. But it was light.

6 dpo today and I don’t see much CM but I can feel inside is sticky and creamy without having to put a finger in.

I’m starting to feel like I’m out. Even though it’s too early to count out yet, but I’ve been trying for about 4-5 months I believe, and it’s been the same. I’m trying hard to spot the difference but I can’t.

Was anyone like this and had a BFP?