Please help

Jos • Eric😘

So yesterday I went to go visit my boyfriend at his placement home which he will be in there for 5 months. I have a friend who I haven’t seen/talked to since 2013 and he’s also in a placement home. I wrote him a letter but I was going to trash it because I felt so guilty and my mom accidentally put it back in my bag thinking it was for my boyfriend, I gave it to him yesterday and told him to read it in his dorm. And now I feel like omg wtf do I do I wrote him 3 apology letters an sent them out today, I feel like he’s going to break up with me can someone please give me advice