Needing Support!

So me and my husband found out we were expecting Sep 14th 2017. We were on cloud 9, Only to have our doctor sit us down Friday Oct 13th 2017 and say that our TWINS did not have a heartbeat and wanted to do a D&C.; It was a mmc. After waiting a second week to see if the doctors were wrong, they confirmed the worst and we agreed to a D&C.; Two Days later I went into surgery for a Suction D&C.; My husband took it the hardest.. he says he doesn’t want to know if I’m pregnant or not, but I knew something was up. I mean, my husband NEVER throws up unless he’s super sick and he’s been at it all week. My cycle is pretty much on a 28 Days exact, with the occasional 1 day late,usually. However, I knew that the cycles after a D&C; could be off and so I didn’t think anything of it when my period was 4 Days late. Well, today makes 6 Days late and I took the test. My husband was in the next room & I couldn’t tell him. I’m full of emotions. Fear, nervous, anxious, overjoyed, worried, excited, and completely alone right now in knowing the news and not being able to share everything with someone.