Recently learned that I’ve accidentally been avoiding orgasms, while trying to figure out how to orgasm 🙄 when I became first sexually active with my boyfriend we had an incident one day where I thought I had accidentally peed on him during sex. He was stimulating my clit and I felt this growing sensation which I thought was an orgasm so I went with it and suddenly there was liquid everywhere and he stopped and the sensation went away. For almost two years now I’ve always avoided having my partners touch my clit because it causes that sensation, what I have recently found is that I squirted I didn’t pee, and if he had kept going I would have had my first orgasm and I would have been having them since, i could never figure out why I couldn’t orgasm I’ve been faking for almost two years 😭. It’s been hard to reverse and embrace the sensation instead of avoiding it because it was such an embarrassing thing to think I peed on my ex but I am

Slowly learning to embrace it and it has made sex amazing! ( I talked to my current partner about not having had an orgasm and he helped me figure it out... communicate my friends)