Feeling lost

Katie

So my wife and I have three beautiful children and our Angel Baby in heaven. I missed carried at 14 weeks back in October. We have been trying for the past 3-4 months. We use soft cups and pressed and I try to get off everyday. We have started to inseminate for 5 days that I’m ovulating and twice when I test positive that day. It hasn’t worked and I feel like this month I was so hopeful and had so many signs but BFN was all we got. I’m to the point where I want a baby so bad but it’s just a let down every month. It’s hard to hear so many first time success like I don’t understand why it’s not working. I had sperm inside me for 5 days! 😫😫😫