need motivation!

My induction is scheduled for the 16th. I am lacking motivation to do any work! I would rather work from home then attend any more meetings or deal with anything regarding work. I'm losing my mind.

I'm also starting to freak out whether or not we can handle 3 small children under 5! my husband has been nothing but sweet and attentive and I'm over here having nightmares we will end our marriage. I really have no clue where they stem from other than the fact that this child was unplanned and took us by complete surprise and we see freaking out a bit on whether we will be good parents to all 3 children. such as how do we make sure we give enough attention to all 3, things like that. and how do we ensure we maintain a healthy marriage? we know date night's will obviously be a must!

but seriously I have no motivation for work and I just want to spend the next two weeks with my husband and two children before this baby comes, but I can't. need the money and I need to work.