I feel so alone, even in a room full of people I love and love me. I'm in pain almost everyday mentally and physically, lately I just been crying. And then I just shut down emotionally and feel nothing. Right now I feel sad and broken hearted, I truly hate my life. I'm surviving... But I want to live, I come here and I read a lot of things saddens me and I give advice, makes me feel little better.. And then I'm here feeling the same or worse and can't help myself....how ironic, I'm still here bc my family... What keeps you here? What are u living for?