I know... get over it

So I understand how this can be annoying to read over and over but I’m sure a few understand how this feels. Constantly wishing to be someone different, prettier,taller, more skinny ,more energetic, more fun, more creative you get the idea. That’s how I feel everyday I constantly wonder how I can be different versus just accepting myself and I want to but I can’t I don’t know what to do I sit and think about all the bad things and how horrible iam I just wanna be ok love myself and be the best I can for my baby and my partner. They shouldn’t suffer because I can’t get my shit together