Can’t help but wonder if I should give up

Joleah

Ok so I found out today that I’m miscarrying. My baby has not grown and has no heartbeat. I have to just wait for the bleeding to start and labor.

I was only 8 weeks but it hurts so goddamn bad. This is the second miscarriage in a year. I have one perfect living son who is the only thing that helps. But we want more but I’m about ready to give up. I can’t handle this loss and death. Not much more.