Pls help I’m honestly scared maybe herps????!!!

Okay I know you guys aren’t doctors and you can’t diagnose me with anything and I’m not expecting that. But I’m just so upset atm like i need to go to the doctor but I just don’t have the money to go so I’m trying to save to go ASAP but I need help, any girls here with herps does this look like herps?!?! Or is it just shaving rash bc I just shaved I’m so scared and feel so disgusting in my body and I’m really fkn sad so pls no judgement here and before you say I should have had protected sex I know I should’ve and this is the outcome and I have to live it I’ve accepted that so pls I know it was silly and I’ve never had sex without a condom it was only just the once and look what happens