As of right now I'm on maternity leave and just have a little bit left. My son is now a month old and I do have a part time job. I may be offered a full time position at a new career with much better pay but I'm not sure how guilty I will feel as a parent working full time? It bothers me seeing my husband work so hard and come home and also help care for baby when we are just scraping by. I'm a ftm so this is a difficult decision to make right now. My husband dosnt mind doing overtime but it still isn't enough. Is childcare so bad? Am I just overthinking it all? Should we just continue to scrape by and have that hang over our heads for a while? Would just be nice to have more money put away and feel at ease again.