I have an 11 year old from a previous relationship when I was 17. I been with my Now husband since I was 21. He has no children at all but has been there for my son since he was 3 years old and he sees my son as his own. We haven't got pregnant and I'm kinda sad. I mean we really haven't talked about trying but we have sex and no pregnancy yet. I read a lot of preseed users on here and taken by surprise with the success so many had. So I was like this year is my year I'm going to be pregnant finally and we used it this month of January during my fertile week 2xs I was positive about it and everything. So after my fertile window was done I started to get light cramps, I felt nauseous and couldn't even find food tasty. My lower back started to hurt and I had butterfly feelings in my stomach. Dude I promise you I felt like i was pregnant 🤰🏻. I was excited. These symptoms happened for 2 weeks everyday. I didn't want to test because I wanted to see if my AF shows on the 29th plus saves me money from a negative 👎 test. Well 29th my day to supposedly start rolls around and I got no period still symptoms. Well the 30th came still a little symptoms nothing all day no period I'm like yes I am!!! Had pad on just in case but no blood. Hopes were high as heck. Around 8:30pm my cramps got kind of like a sharp pinch I'm like dude is that my period? So I come home from church and ugh I seen little blood spots and stupid AF showed up. Mind you my body thought I was pregnant. I was confused like really? 🤷🏻‍♀️ let me tell you girls I got off the toilet after changing my pad washed hands then went straight to my room And I just busted out crying like tears literally rolling down my face like I felt I got heartbroken💔 I couldn't believe it. I thought preseed would work 1st time. My body tricked me.. I was in my room crying for a hour Like a baby. My husband came in like "what is wrong?" I told him and he said trust god and have faith in god. Only on gods time not ours. Babe it's ok 👌we will keep trying. Than he said if we have One together or not he don't care that doesn't matter. Yes He will be happy if we end up with a baby of our own. But he's not worried about that. He said my son and I are his family. I'm like I want one with you to complete the family fully. I'm almost 30 i don't want to have kids in my mid 30s. He's like babe just trust God. It's true it's not on my time only God will make it happen. So I give up putting it in gods hands and no more stressing myself over it. Bible does say seek gods kingdom first than EVERYTHING will be given to you.