I thought I could

I thought I could do it but I couldn’t Two traumatic experiences that involved assault. I thought my mind had recovered but no. The person I knew was for 8 years off and on all he time. He was my first love. The abuse & mental abuse he caused me He was very abusive and choked me. I still have night terrors and suffer from PTSD I guess I wasn’t strong enough still and need help to recover. He put me through trauma. But I’m gonna be seeking psychiatry. My PTSD is still bad to this day. I’ll overcome. My man and family are so supportive!!!