Dear "to the boy i let go"

PART 2 ~~

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Often I found myself wanting to talk to you again. Wanting to get a glimpse of you. That day at the library, when I caught your eye, both of us so surprised. I will never know if you seen me, or maybe you forgot. But that day when I saw you all of my feelings came rushing back. Oh you would never EVER understand what I went through to hide everything. To make you not see I was broken, to hide away my every existence because I was ashamed of everyone likeing you in the first place. I was so mad as I walked out of there, my head foggy from the memories hiding me so fast.