Iv struggles with depression and anxiety ever since I had my daughter started off as postpartum depression but when my husband cheated it got deeper. During and after the divorce got harder. But for the last 2 years Iv been what’s considered “high functioning depression” the past month has been hitting me hard. I can remember the last time I showered and getting out of bed is getting harder and harder everyday. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I sleep till 12 and don’t do anything thru the day. It’s been almost a week and my house is a mess. I got threw my last deep depression because I had a close friend dragging me out of bed and taking me out of the house till I kicked this out of my system. But now. I just don’t know where it comes from. I have hobbies I don’t care for anymore Iv just neglected everything. Spending this entire week crying. But I can never seem to know why. I don’t have anyone to speak with so I guess this is why I came to this group. I already scheduled an appointment with my doc for meds but.. I just don’t see anything happening from that. I guess I’m asking is... what do I do? This is like a dodgeball hitting me in the face. I just don’t know what to do😓😢😢