My SO said, we’re probably “out” because my “sore” breast have lessened the last two days. The aching went from 110% to when I brushed against them in the shower or getting caught in my armpit.  During the night, my breast and glass nipples are waking me up from mafia activity.  Then, finding my locker in an amusement park/ymca/arcade/college.  For the same reason, I wish I’d awoke before I lost my shit over solid carpets with a house full of guest.  I’m restless this week.

Let’s talk about guilt!  We’re two hsg, injectables, ultrasounds, and endocrinologist appointments deep (in cash.)  This isn’t including a couple cycles of Clomid.  I was hoping I’d be fertile myrtle like my mom.  This isn't cheap, guys!  I realize other people’s journeys have been more challenging then my own.  Summing up, I don’t know if early pregnancy, guilt and/or the sawed-off mafia, gun causing insomnia!??  One week from today I test, per my RE.  Engaging thoughts?