Is it weird that I somewhat don’t want children because of this?

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Part of me does want children, but the other part doesn’t because I simply don’t know how they will be when their older...does this sound weird ? Like I know that I will try my best to raise them right and what not, but in the end, It’s all up to them with how they want their lives to be and what they want to do with it. Like i wouldn’t want kids if I know they’re going to grow up and do drugs, become addicts, murders, rapists, creeps...generally hurt people, blah blah blah...am I the only one ..? Plus I wish babies can stay babies forever...*sigh* lol