Depo & Pregnancy

Hi guys, I started taking the depo shot when I was 15 and was on and off it for 4 years, I’m 20 now and my boyfriend and I don’t use any protection at all and it’s been about a year and I’ve yet to get pregnant. I have conflicting feelings because I feel like I’ll never get pregnant but on the other hand if i do get pregnant i just feel like I’d be so judged by people and I don’t feel like my family would be very supportive.

I took a test today and it came out negative and it just made me so upset even though I’m not sure if that’s what I want.