whats going on???

ok so I'm on CD 43 and still no af and all 8 hpt negative what do I do???? I have everything pregnancy symptom out there lol I've had two kids previously so I know what's it feels like to be pregnant just the beginning is always wierd.. and I did have a miscarriage last year March so I'm just traumatized about that.. I want a baby soooo bad tho.