Been ttc for 4 years which has resulted in two ectopic pregnancies and the loss of one of my tubes. My hormones are all over the place. I'm prone to awful polyps that require surgery. This is the longest I have gone without a polyp (6 months) and we still aren't pregnant.

My doctor doesn't think I ovulate. I'm sick of opks. I'm sick of bfns. I'm sick of symptom spotting. I'm sick of bbts. I'm sick of obsessing over ttc.

I'm sick of seeing idiots get pregnant. I'm sick of ignorant assholes telling me that it'll happen when we stop trying.

I'm sick of worrying about the risk of another ectopic, losing my only remaining tube, miscarriage, sids, and every risk that could come along with getting a bfp. I'm just so mentally exhausted.