im so heart broken.. (RANT)

L • Mommy to two boys and a little girl 💕

My best friend and i have unfortunately become very distant.. we've been friends since kindergarten (we're 21 now) and now we barely hang out let alone talk. Every time i try to initiate anything she kinda blows it off and says she works every day (every time i ask) well now apparently she has time to go on an impromptu Vegas trip with one of her friends 😐. It breaks my heart bc we used to be inseperable now we barely know each other. Our lives are so different.. Shes single, likes to party, and doesnt go to school. Im in a long term relationship, have a 4 year old, go to school, and work. Every time something major happens to me and i try to text her about it she seems so uninterested to the point where she almost seems irritated. She doesnt tell me anything about her life anymore which indicates to me she doesnt trust me (God knows why). I honestly hate being an adult. I wish I could go back to simpler times im so upset 😧