Why does the man get to live life and we suffer

Mariah

My ex fiancé manipulated me into leaving the military and moving to Houston (where he’s from). I was pretty much didn’t have a choice because of our then one year old daughter, since I had to work on the ship and go out to sea for periods of time. I should of known something was up when I had to get an apartment by myself while he stayed with his parents. He told me he wanted to save money so we can buy a house and I believed him.

Months later he moved into a rental house with his 2 children from a previous marriage and his brother. I was devastated because I just bought a home for us to raise our family in (he had poor credit so I had to get the mortgage on my own). He then told me that having our daughter along with his other kids was too much and he couldn’t keep her during the week. I should of left him then I Know.

Fast forward to the summer last year the week his other children went back to their mother, he creates this huge argument and ends the relationship. I was so hurt and felt used. I felt like he no longer needed me and kicked me to the road once he didn’t have to take care of his kids full time. I hated him for that. I thought nothing could get any worse. Wrong!! The hurricane hit and my home flooded!

I found myself in his home with nowhere else to go. Once again I fell for his sweet talk. With no friends or family I let myself believe he wanted to make things work and he wanted to try for a baby boy. Guess what I’m pregnant with our son and he’s moved to an apartment by himself and said I can’t expect him to be single forever. I’m heartbroken and living in my home that’s still under construction with no more funds to fix it while he’s living comfortably with no responsibilities. Depression is definitely taken it’s toll on me.