I hate my vagina

I hate my vagina so bad . I’m young 22 . But my vagina looks so old. My lips are dark brown/black and loose .. I just wish I could have surgery on i 😩😢 idk I just always hate it . That’s why I’m not a fan of sex, although my husband never said anything about it .

I only had two partners ex and my husband. As long as I remember I always had my v that way :(