Trying for Number 2

Alexandra • 👦🏻💙 4/18/16; 💑 7/15/16; 🧒🏼💙7/26/19

So we have only been trying for 2 months now, but it seems like it takes forever to get pregnant!!! I’m crazy as it is and like practically track every. When I ovulate, when I have my period, when we have sex, when I take tests. I hear this kind of behavior makes it harder. But I’m so anxious and have to know everything to be prepared. With my son, 2 years ago, we tried for 6-8 months with no success. And I tracked that one just the same!! We got engaged in may, taking my mind off of getting pregnant and onto planning a wedding and that July found out I was pregnant. Now this time I don’t really have much to keep my mind off of trying, except my 21 months old and once he’s in bed my mind is back at it!! I’ve taken 3 tests this week!! All have more so looked negative but to me had the faintest line barely visible. It’s probably just my eyes seeing what they want to see. But instead of throwing the test away I keep em. And the next morning there is clearly a visible line there making me more excited and say “okay maybe this could be positive, I’ll check again tomorrow” or “I’ll wait till closer to a missed period and check then” which I never do and I basically take another that night!! Does this make it even more difficult to get pregnant!! I haven’t even missed my period yet and it’s not even supposed to start until 2/14.