Vent/Rant 30 weeks 😩😩

Ladies I am 30 weeks with my rainbow baby and trust me I love feeling the kicks and wiggles and knowing I will very soon have a baby girl in my arms.

But I am not feeling the roller coaster that is my third trimester. Literally everything is different week to week and sometimes day to day. My emotions are all over the place. Some days I sleep like a rock other days I’m lucky to get a few hours. I’ve had diarrhea. I’ve had constipation. If I drink too much water my heartburn is out of control. If I don’t drink enough I get BH contractions and am super crampy. Sometimes I’m nauseous. Other times I’m starving. I’m rarely comfortable. I can no longer walk long distances or workout for more than a few minutes without feeling exhausted or worse, BH contractions.

It just really feels like I wasn’t made for pregnancy. I feel bad complaining when all I’ve wanted for over a year is a baby. I think back to the pain of the miscarriage and think I should feel lucky now. But this hurts too 😩😩

Ok rant/vent over. Time to stop crying in the bathroom and get back to work.