Sperm analysis = 0 😩

Brittany

My husband and I have been TTC going on 3 years in June. After 2 years of no luck, we decided to find out if anything was wrong. They believe I'm fine; however, my husbands testosterone was low, estrogen was high, and 0 sperm. Doc gave him a pill that is slowly building his testosterone and a pill that helped lower his estrogen (no longer on this pill). Doc wants him to have an MRI to see if there is a tumor pressing down on a gland in the brain that affects sperm production. We've had that scheduled, but then they called back to reschedule. 🙄 After his testosterone reached a better level, we had another sperm analysis (maybe 3 weeks ago), but again, it's 0. 😞 I don't know what to do. I know it's killing my husband being the reason why we can't get pregnant. I'm trying not to show that it hurts too much, that I'll never get to experience pregnancy or have a child of my own. I try not being jealous of every woman I see that's pregnant... even my friends. 💔 No one I know understands this. Everyone I talk to its usually the woman who had difficulty. Is there a way to go from 0 sperm to having enough for a possible pregnancy? I don't know what to do or what I should ask or what options there are. I'm just at a loss.