I need a friend to talk to! I have no friends!

I don't know if everything hates me since I'm on disability check due to my learning I had in school or if they are afraid of me. yes I post alot of questions on here but that because I have nobody else to ask those questions to except my mom but my mom help people find jobs so she stays busy alot. I am sorry about my last post but I just wanted some information and nobody didn't have to make me upset. I know I need in meds but that's why I have a little boy to keep me busy but bad news what I mention in my previous post scares me...note: I do not have any heart problems or any other health issue just panic attacks and nervous spells