i cant do this anymore

abbygayle

my dad makes me do everything, clean, cook, laundry, and watch my siblings. not only that he drinks and brakes stuff apologizes and dose it again. he scares me to beacouse he was abusive to are mom as a child you instantly fear that person. I just don't under stand here doesn't even thank me and I do what ever he says I work so much that I don't have time to study so I have 3 Fs in school and I hate my self for it I never had Fs before, but I don't want to tell him beacouse I don't want to hurt his feelings, stupid right. Every day I constantly beat at my self for my grades the way I look. I am 14 and he treats me like an adult, I am only with him till march but I feel broken already. I really want to go back home with my mom she doesn't ever treat me like that I love her and I have never wanted to be with her so badly. He also makes fun of me for liking kpop and for my religion he puts me down every day I can't take it any more.