Ok so me and my man have been together for a year and some months now and before I️ got with him I️ had tons and tons of toys well my love works outta town a lot and we both are nymphos and we try not to matsterbate when we are apart so I️ decided to throw my toys away so I️ wouldn’t be tempted until he came home well the more he’s gone the more I️ can’t resist so I️ ended up getting an very small toy but I️ feel guilty cause I️ use it on the daily at least 7 to 10 times a day and I️ haven’t told him I️ got it but I️ kinda like having a secret but I️ also feel guilty cause I️ haven’t told him I️ have it I️ mean when he’s here I️ don’t need it cause I️ got the real thing but when he’s gone it just helps with my sexual frustration is that bad ? Or should I️ tell him ? This is the only thing I️ haven’t told him we are very honest with each other but I️ just feel like he would be upset so I️ need some advice hahaha