Scared crazy right now

Elisha • This baby makes me want to rip my hair out, but I love him immensely:)

We found out we were pregnant back in August 2017. (I knew before my missed period is September, craving weird things I’d usually never eat.) We lost our little one 6 weeks into the pregnancy, however WE thought we were 10.5 weeks along. So we had that month to grow and love the baby, only to find out it stopped growing 4 weeks prior. The week leading up to the miscarriage, I was having odd pains, I was told were normal pains (doctor and family/friends).

Fast forward:

We found out in January we were expecting again. I’m excited but terrified at the same time! We’re very nervous, as this is 6 weeks and 3 days. Our ultrasound isn’t scheduled until the 23rd, which I had to push for the tech to schedule early bc my dr said to get one at 8 weeks.

I get pains, feelings and such and it brings me back to the pain I had in October. (The days leading to the sad news) we are absolutely a wreck trying to stay positive.