So I'm newly single again and I really like going out with my friends and stuff but I always end up being that one friend that just sits or stands on the wall.

Which brings up all my feelings of being ugly and unwanted and like I'm not good enough.

Am I the only one that feels like every pair of eyes is on them and judging them? Like the smallest fuck up and the whole room will laugh at you?

Because that's how I feel literally all the time and I think it's ruining my life because I'm not out going enough to just walk up to someone and talk to them. Like once I'm introduced or whatever I'm fine but the moment of having to be by myself and be vulnerable like that literally makes me want to cry and lock myself away

I'm not the only one right?