Anyone else

Ever get to the point where they just don’t want to feel anything anymore? I’m so tired of feeling depressed and anxious. And caring about other people over my own feelings. I’m tired of having to talk about my feelings and my thoughts and why I do things and why I don’t care about consequences. I’m honestly so fucking done with this year too many fucking people r dying and so much shit keeps going wrong. I just want meds to make it all stop and end