Wanting Af or wanting positive pregnancy test!!

16 Dpo today af was due on the 8th 2 days late now and no sign or symptom of Af or pregnancy. Ever since my reversal in October af has been like clockwork and it’s nowhere to be found not even cramping the only symptom I’m feeling is a slight backache but nothing else I’m so confused and frustrated. Also took a pregnancy test yesterday and BFN waiting til tomorrow morning to take another but at this point idc which one shows af or positive test I just want one of them to show already.