Virginity

I’m 17 and I’m still a virgin. I am proud and happy with being one but I’m also terrified to have sex because I have bad anxiety and I feel like I’m going to do something wrong! Anyways, I’m more concerned about how my vagina looks. It’s a darker color on the labia and almost looks “loose” like people say. My hole is tight and pink but the labia is darker, larger, and wrinkly. I masturbate sometimes but I didn’t think that would cause it. I just feel like I have an ugly vagina and I would love to get some feedback. I’m probably overthinking. Ps. I think it’s called a labia? (The part where a lot of teens talk about it looking like roast beef .. ew.) thanks!