And she's not excited. She's upset that she got pregnant six months after having her first. Which I get, but I've been wanting a second since my first was six months old. She's now 16 months old, and I just had a miscarriage three weeks ago. As soon as I saw her post, I wanted to cry and I yelled "why not me?" Why didn't I get to keep my baby? Why does she get to have a second that she doesn't even want?

(This is all "woe is me," I know)

I know she'll grow to want and be excited for her child, but it bothered me, I guess. I don't know. I needed to get it out to people who might understand?