Light at the end of the tunnel ♥️

So I really really want to share my story with you girls because I feel like it gave me hope when I ran out .

Feb 2015 I found out I was pregnant. It was the very first time I saw the two lines. I was FREAKING OUT. we were not trying. But my husband (fiancé at the time) and I were happy. April 1st 2015 I had a missed miscarriage. Since it was my first pregnancy and I didn’t even think of the chance that it could happen to me I was completely devastated. I suffered with depression for a long time. After the Dr. cleared me we started trying. Negative after negative after negative. Every time I saw that ONE line it broke my heart even more. In March of 2016 I decided to see a dr. Because I wasn’t getting periods anymore. He told me I was infertile. He just ran a blood test. He told me we wouldn’t be able to conceive children naturally. I drove home sobbing... it was real to me that we couldn’t have children and the one we did conceive, we lost it. I felt like a failure.

On April 2016 there was no reason for me to get a pregnancy test. I had no symptoms and I knew that I couldn’t have kids but for some weird reason I did. I went home and took a test. TWO LINES.... two very pink lines... I started sobbing. I don’t even know if my pants were up or not but I ran to get my phone and call my hubby. I JUST got pregnant. I was still really early on. My nerves were all time high not only through the first 12 weeks but through ALL 40 weeks. At 37 weeks (Nov.25th 2017) I had a beautiful baby girl named Lilah FAITH. We I looked back at my journey everything was put in my path to make me the mom I am today. And now, we are trying for our second 💕💕💕💕