Look I love my kiddos but then there's days like today that I regret becoming a mother. Hell man! Just stop screaming! Just stop being so clingy! Just stop fighting sleep! Just shut the hell up! I gave you everything! Do you want my soul as well? You cry when you have to sleep, you cry when you have to eat, you cry when I cannot pick you up, you cry when I am too slow with the bloody bottle, you cry when you have to crawl, you cry in the middle of the night when you've never done it before, you cry when you stand up against things. You just bloody cry or should I rather say scream? I don't know what else to do! I gave you teething stuff, you are not sick (according to doctor - yes I took them to the doc out of desperation), your belly is full, your diaper is clean, you get ALL the attention (your poor brother) and still you only scream! I am at breaking point. SAHM and I have to listen to this 24/7. Only thing that daddy does when you cry? Just say sssshhhhh. Idiot! Will that help you? No break inbetween and the ppd is not helping at all!!!! Between you and your brother I haven't slept in a week, you don't even give me a chance to eat! Everyone says blame it on the leap but does the leap have to listen to this? Does the leap have to sit hours on end with both kids on the lap drained to your soul because you gave everything and you don't know what else to do? AND still they scream? I cannot do this alone anymore and I can't send them tp school. I should never have given up my job. This is hard. UPDATE: I have no one I can leave the kids with, I cannot hire a sitter as we are on a farm very far from town and that's why I can't go to work either. When I left my job we moved