I don’t know..

I don’t feel happy anymore. I’m sad, depressed, angry, etc. I had a baby 7 months ago, and I honestly feel ljke I’m only with my boyfriend because of our daughter. I don’t feel happiness anymore I feel sadness, he doesn’t make me happy, we don’t have sex anymore. He loves me but I don’t. He’s even mentioned an open relationship to me. I didn’t even cry the thought of that. I cheated on him and when I told him, I didn’t cry i felt bad because he made me feel horrible. He calls me horrible names and has been violent maybe that’s why I have no feelings.