Sooo, where do I start.

This month marks a year since my miscarriage and a year of trying after that with no luck.

A whole year... I feel so depressed and empty because I’m missing something.

I have an appointment with my doctor this Friday we set up 2 months ago to talk about what our next step would be if I didn’t get pregnant before I saw him again. I had so much hope this month... it’s my birthday in a couple days. I’m due 16/17th for af. I tested today and BFN. I never thought I would have to be seeing someone for fertility... I mean my mom has 8 kids. I thought it would be just like that for me.

My question is, when you were a year into it and saw someone, what was the next steps you took? I’m so nervous and worried that it will never happen. That’s how I feel.

(For reference we tried 6 months before I miscarried at 8 weeks)

Also I’m 22, going to be 23 on the 15th.

Thanks 😔