Numb my mind is numb. My butterflies are dead and my emotions are gone.I don't how it happened I don't know when it happened but I do know the last time i had them. It was every single time he opened the door . 2 knocks then an eternity later he would swiftly open the door , then there he would be staring down at me in complete silence . A tall dark mesmerizing figure. Looking at me and only me saying something words can never express so far but A pull of electricity Between us and a force field surrounding us .. No need to speak we both feel it . Not lust nor love .. But a heated emotion in-between .. The seconds between us would feel like an eternity.. Mine I would think all mine .. Then he would grab me and my entire universe would shift to a place of pure ecstasy nirvana would never be able to describe, No word ever could. Then he left me .took my butterflies with him and was never to be seen again . His deep smoldering voice echoes in my head. His hazel eyes glare at me The ghost of his touch lingers around my body. Every piece of me yearns for that electric touch, I want to be felt held touched but I will not try to love again.... Where love was lust has taken over .Ive found myself running on lust filled stares and midnight hookups. Worst part is it's very satisfying .