So I decided to make this post because it came to my attention tonight.

First a little but about me. I am a 19 year old girl almost 20. I live with my boyfriend of 6 months who is 18 about to be 19. We live in our own house and have our own car. We have a furry baby named deadshot that is a 5 months old catahoula cur. I also have a 3 year old from a previous relationship. She is going to be 3 this month and is the love of my life and my boyfriend loves her to pieces. I’ve had 3 pregnancies in the last 4 years. My first of course is my daughter Payton. The second was with twins which I lost due to abuse of their father and a car reck that nearly killed me in 2016. Their names were adelyn and aria. And the last one was this past December with my boyfriend. We were so excited even though it was unexpected. Sadly on the 26th of December 2 days after we found out I miscarried our baby.

What I realized this previous evening is something all women should have and look for in a so. Not just saying men but any preference that you like individually as a woman.

While spending time with my boyfriend, I noticed that during the day no matter how much I don’t like my appearance, no matter how much I hate my stretch marks, think I’m fat, or just feel like I’m disgusting. He makes me feel like no other person ever has. I will admit he’s not the best looking, he’s not great at expressing himself, and has his individual flaws.

But when I’m with him he makes me feel like I’m walking on air. Like he’s not afraid to show me off no matter what I look like. Every day he tells me I’m beautiful and sexy, even though I might be in a t shirt and basketball shorts with bad acne and hair in a mess. He manages to make me feel like the sexiest woman on earth, even when he doesn’t say a word. He looks at me and his eyes light up instantly. He always makes me laugh. Dances with me when he gets home in our drive way as if it was our first dance at our wedding. When he kisses me it gives me chills, even on my face. If you’ve never had that happen it’s wonderful but weird.😂😂😂 sometimes he grabs me and just holds me and never wants to let go. He’s so sweet and loving, just all around wonderful to me and my child. I think all ladies need to find that someone that makes them feel like a Queen. He may seem like a dick to everyone else, and even quiet and sarcastic. But with me and my child he’s amazing.

I know some people think I’m young and it might not last or that we still don’t even know what love is. But with him if it’s not true love I don’t know what is.

So I hope that all you ladies find your special person that’s makes me feel how he does. You all are beautiful individuals and deserve it. Always remember when you stop looking for the one he’ll fall into your lap unexpectedly. I’ve heard this advice after my daughter was born but didn’t believe it. I met mine so unexpectedly and we took our own pace and deal with life one step at a time together.

Baby dust to you all!!!! Good luck finding that someone if you haven’t yet!!

Now some pictures of me, my boyfriend, and our babies!