6 weeks. Woke up sobbing, feeling defeated. Hormones ?

I had some brown ewcm this morning. We had sex Sunday and i spotted lightly after, yesterday it stopped. I was happy, obgyn said to just keep an eye on it. But this morning I had some more and emotionally i couldn’t take it.

I’ve been crying and i mean sobbing. Idk if it’s the hormones or worries of being a FTM or if something’s wrong and inside i know.

Then my husband didn’t put any of my underwear to wash in the washer or clean up the kitchen after dinner and that caused me to cry some more out of frustration.

Just feeling defeated.

Obgyn said they can try to get me in sooner, idk if 6 weeks should be far enough with a transvaginal to give me a peace of mind