It’s Valentine’s Day and I never expect anything major from my fiancé for anniversaries, birthdays, Christmas’s, I only ever want a card because then at least he thought about me. At least he remembered. But he doesn’t he has to be reminded by me, or my mum to buy a card. Every occasion he gets a card and gift off me. Sometimes just a card but I always get cards never ever does he not get one. I’m used to waking up to nothing from him. And today was just the same, I made him breakfast and gave him his valentines card he says thank you, and eats his breakfast like nothing. And I just have to suck it up and get on with it. I know I won’t get nothing and I’m used to it now but part of me still thinks he may have got me a card, but he never does. We have been together 4 years. So that’s 4 anniversaries, 4 valentines days, 4 birthdays each and 4 Christmas’s. I must have a total of 5 cards that’s it. He has had a card for every one a gift for nearly all of them too. I’m used to it but it still hurts. To feel like he doesn’t care enough to buy a card.

Am I selfish for expecting something from him? He doesn’t understand and thinks it’s okay.