So when does everything start to feel real?

Ta

I’m 9 weeks and we had our first OB appointment yesterday. We heard the heart beat and saw the baby moving. And I was in so much shock still that this is happening. It’s like a shock where you don’t know whether to laugh or cry. It still doesn’t feel real that this is happening and I still have some doubts. When is this going to feel real and when am I going to actually feel okay??